I am sorry father,
Coz what I did,
Was totally not acceptable.
Don't know from where,
That arrogance came.
Please forgive me,
Coz that was totally not my aim.
Afore I was good,
Don't know what made me,
Loose my bliss.
This world changed me to a hound,
The Satan inside was not bound.
It erupted with a force unknown,
It was certainly not me but--
A Satan's clone.
My inner soul is lost,
In this deadly world,
Which really did cost me a lot.
I am sorry father,
Coz what i said,
was totally not acceptable.
Anger for my soul,
Is a state so blind,
The darkness within me,
Came out and shine.
Don't know what this age,
Has done to me,
What made me engage,
Into this bad deed.
My sincerity is lost,
In this maze of life.
Now, my feelings are not genuine,
but-----cold.
I am sorry father,
Coz what was,
Certainly wrong.
This mental state,
That you had to bore,
Was not for yours to endure,
Was not worthy of your soul.
I am the culprit,
I am the 'choor',
In my list to bad deeds,
That was another score.
I want to be what,
I used to be,
Being happy n merry,
And making people glee.
The love you gave me,
Had no bound,
But the pain you felt,
Had no ground.
I didn't mean it by heart.....
To make you part.
Believe me, coz even I,
Wanted to make you proud,
Had the will, the strength,
But didn't know what made me bound.
Believe me i didn't mean it by heart,
I will love you till we part,
But before that day comes...
I am sorry father,
Please don't be sad,
Please forgive me,
Coz what i did was bad.......
(written by me to my father)
